Well woke up a bit late than I usually do when I work in the morning. I got to work. Just another day. I have to worry about a lot of things at work since I am manager. It was a good day for the most part. I was by myself up front for a good two hours. It was busy. Well I got off and went to workout. It felt good just to get energy out. Hanged out with friends. Parents always wanting me to be at the house but I feel like I do my fair share of time at the house.

Mom made me breakfast. I had to work for a good part of the day. It was a decent day. A job is a job. Work keeps to me busy from worrying about things in my life. I went for another run today. It is very relaxing. Been Snap chatting Thomas, looks like he's having a great time in his town...not really. I just realized how boring my spring break is going. Maybe next year I'll go to the beach to California or something. I really want to have a true college spring break. It was a decent day today. I did not think of anything bad. I should do my homework that I have been procrastinating.

Glad to be home. I had an appointment today at the eye doctor in Grand Island. had to get new contacts, go figure!! After that I went to the mall to shop for my sisters birthday. I found Lucas and his friends in sporting edge, we ended grabbing lunch  Mom tries to keep stuffing me with food. She gets mad because I do not eat as much as I used at  and thinks the worse of me. I did not work today. I did go around the park for a good run and kept my mind off things. It was glad to see people I havent seen in such a long time especially who graduated 4 years ago.

I'm just glad to be home and get to be around those i feel comfortable. Mom maid me a big breakfast. I was so happy she did. I sort of just hanged around the house. I worked on my home computer trying to a  server out of it. Forgot to go to church today. I guess I'll try next weekend. I need to get a lot of things off my back, things that are building up inside. The comes for a good confession. I've been happy for most of the day. I stayed busy most of the day so it kept me off of things. Went to the park and ran a good mile. It felt great!!! I was talking to my parents about me going to Mexico for part of the summer.

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 Well didn't wake up til 9:45a. Got ready for work. What a drag. I wonder why I have this job? Got some breakfast before work Yum!! ==redacted== My day went from annoyed to misery. It was stressful, no one showed up for work so I was trying to do everything myself as so was my employees. I am thankful for them. This job stresses me out a lot. I just have a way of coping with this negative energy. It is probably not good for me to have all this building on inside me. Everything was a mess. Why me? I left at 8p. Got all loaded up. Went home. ==redacted==